New Beginnings

So, what I'm looking for is a fresh start. A new beginning where I can just start over again. Today already hasn't gone the way I wanted it to, I mean I was hoping so bad to see him and I get he has to go to school but...I don't know anymore. Its hard trying to make it work but I don't wanna throw away 5 months of love, feelings, trust, and everything just cause of 1 month of problems keeping us away. Everythings changing and so fast. And another thing is that I can't help but feel something for him...I mean we both obviously moved on but there's still something there. I just wanna start things over...back when I knew what I wanted and I knew how to get it. Now there's just so much tension and doubt...I just want things the way they used to be, how they're supposed to be. SimplyPut...Nobody Likes Change But Thats The Only Way In Life That'll Help Us Grow