Awkwardd

So as the days go by our relationship gets stronger and stronger. Though I didn't mean for them to break up, but he should really be happy and he deserves to to be. Although they broke up though I still feel guilty and I can't really look him straight in the eye. And the worst part of it is that, as much as we try to avoid each other or whatever, we still have mutual friends and it'll get so awkward for me when I see her. But I see no reason for me to to guilty, I mean I didn't do anything wrong, well in my eyes at least. She probably hates me but its not like I can do anything about it and its not like I want her to like me. Its just real awkward for me and the more time we spend together the more feelings I develop for him and thats not good cause its about to be 7months next Friday. He's still a big part of my life too and I don't want to let that go at all. But aside from all that I'm still happy (somewhat) and I'm not involved with any drama, so that's good. Soo nothing else to write about sooo SimplyPut...